I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 10:43 PM
nothing's worth it.

It's all irrelevant.

I find myself being stricken with fear, guilt and jealousy.

The righteous compass is ruined but then again, whose compass would that be?

In this forrest of uncertainties the more I solve the puzzles the more questions I have. Questions, questions, questions! All I have are questions that cannot be answered or have varying answers. Not one definite answer.

I need the answers I seek. Don't wish to be lost like the retarded walking the streets thinking they know what they're doing, using the words that they think carry the right meaning.

All is lost yet all is not.

In this vast uncertainty we call life, I have a shining beacon that tries its very best to guide me the right way but I abuse and vandalise that beacon. Till when will the lighthouse stand my incessant abuse.

How long will it stand?

Already I am unstable but what would happen if that beacon were to be gone.

What would then happen to me?